my crying heart! :'(

my eyes can't stop me from dropping my tears..that is what i feel now.. :'( i can't do nothing else except crying!!! i doesn't know how to let u know my feelings right now and i do not know what should i do to make me smile again.. maybe i could tells others that i am ok! BUT the facts is i am SAD..

YES! i had did something bad to u before but pls do not judge me now.. i had changed..just because of you. and again because of my loved to you.. i know that u still keep thinking about the things that i have done to you..how many times i had made u down and the way i had dumped u! i repeat it again i had CHANGED! 

my attitude?? as u know before that we declare anything, i am a fun and friendly person.. i just be myself and i know the rules of being someone GIRLFRIEND.. i know what should i do and what shouldn't i do.. i would say YES if u asked me if i have lots of guy friend..But it was just a friend and i had nothing to do with that.. For me,i would loved to have a lot's of friend and i know the limit of choosing a friend..anyway, some of them are trying to tackle me but i just ignored them.u should ask yourself why do i ignored them. :)

why am i post this?? it is because i doesn't want to hurt u or my feelings.i do not want you to see that i am sad or crying..i just want to make u happy n let you do whatever u want..maybe i am not pretty enough for you sayang.. or maybe i am not too sexy for you sayang.. that is why u tried to find a friend that is much better and more sexy than me.it wasn't your fault sayang..it is my fault.. :'( i am so sorry because i am not gorgeous as you wanted.

my hearts keep saying that ''i love u''. and i want you to know how much u mean to me.. I LOVE U SAYANG..