i hate u so much!!!

i hate u! i hate u! i hate u!!!! this morning aku bagi die special surprise...utk buat die happy n gembira. :)
aku just tegur gurl yg mgatal nk bf aku..which his is belongs to me..and i xnk hilang die sbb i love him! but ape yg aku dpt?? die marah aku balik.. :'( fb account aku die hack..so that aku xleh nk buat ape2..ko igt aku patung ko ke??yg ko nk bwt aku mcm nie! yg ko nk bwt je ape yg ko nk!! weh bodo,aku sygkn ko la..sbb tu aku marah that gurl..ko xnmpk kn?sbb ape ko bckup budak higusan tu??aku da xde nilai lgi ke?? xpe la if ko nk block sume account aku..tpi igt aku bkn brg kekal ko lgi..so aku ade hak aku..if aku xcintakn ko..aku xde beria2 nk bwt kejutan kt ko pagi tdi.. ko ckp aku ape?? KIDS?? ok..fine..g cari someone better..aku xsetarat utk ko..ko da dewasa n aku budak..XSESUAI! bye

my crying heart! :'(

my eyes can't stop me from dropping my tears..that is what i feel now.. :'( i can't do nothing else except crying!!! i doesn't know how to let u know my feelings right now and i do not know what should i do to make me smile again.. maybe i could tells others that i am ok! BUT the facts is i am SAD..

YES! i had did something bad to u before but pls do not judge me now.. i had changed..just because of you. and again because of my loved to you.. i know that u still keep thinking about the things that i have done to you..how many times i had made u down and the way i had dumped u! i repeat it again i had CHANGED! 

my attitude?? as u know before that we declare anything, i am a fun and friendly person.. i just be myself and i know the rules of being someone GIRLFRIEND.. i know what should i do and what shouldn't i do.. i would say YES if u asked me if i have lots of guy friend..But it was just a friend and i had nothing to do with that.. For me,i would loved to have a lot's of friend and i know the limit of choosing a friend..anyway, some of them are trying to tackle me but i just ignored them.u should ask yourself why do i ignored them. :)

why am i post this?? it is because i doesn't want to hurt u or my feelings.i do not want you to see that i am sad or crying..i just want to make u happy n let you do whatever u want..maybe i am not pretty enough for you sayang.. or maybe i am not too sexy for you sayang.. that is why u tried to find a friend that is much better and more sexy than me.it wasn't your fault sayang..it is my fault.. :'( i am so sorry because i am not gorgeous as you wanted.

my hearts keep saying that ''i love u''. and i want you to know how much u mean to me.. I LOVE U SAYANG..

bestfriend?? girls talk

                            WHAT IS ACTUALLY MEANING OF BEST-FRIEND??

Well let me tell you what is the real meaning of bestfriend.. bestfriend??hurmm.. Almost all of us have their own bestfriend..BUT... Is our bestfriend is really a 'bestfriend?? THINK FOR A WHILE!!! mybe they could help and mybe they could harm you.. pLs bE NoTiCEd that.. some of them doesn't have a heart..n may killed u when the time is coming.. 

as A GIRL, we should find a really good n kind friend.. what i mean is a REAL BESTFRIEND.. be as nice to her n try to make her feels that she is one of your important person in the life..share it together n make your life feels better when u are with her.. :) 


i do have a bestfriend too!! a really special friend..let me share it with everyone..an experience of a bestfriend..

this is miera n me.. (which was my ex-bestfrend)

miera (yg pkai bju blue colour) nie dulu pernah mjadi my bestfriend suatu ketika dulu..aku kenal miera since kitorg in standard 5 smpai we were in secondary school..macam2 halangan yg aku pernah lalui with miera..n SEMESTI nya ade jgak bad stories about me n her..tapi biarlah..takkan aku nk aibkan org or diri aku sendiri.. gmbr yg atas tu waktu aku n miera time ktorg sambung study dkt Transair dlm course 'cabin crew'.
But sadly miera just study untuk basic course..n me,sambung till advanced course.. Kitaorg nie selalu je brsama in any time or anywhere..

 Yelah..tapi biase lah dah mane pn 'GIRLS' msti ade salah paham antara same sndiri n lastly kitorg pn terpaksa berpisah untuk kebaikan diri masing2.. Memang lah perasaan ingin berbaik balik tu ade n aku  xmalu untuk org laen pn tahu psal perasaan ini..tapi mybe kite boleh ditakdirkan sebagai kwn je..JUST HOPED THAT U GONNA BE HAPPY IN YOUR LIFE.. :) Tc miera..


NEW LIFE IS JUST BEGIN...

 

this is faten twohundred.. <3 (my new bestfriend)

this is my new bestfriend!! :) yg muchook n mashamm lagi mashinn.. she is just liked a new book or magazine for me! faten nieyh banyak membantu aku n she is really a nice person..aku knal faten dlm internet..but bile da kenal for a long time,i became very closed to her..she made me laugh n slime.. :) she is my new inspiration to me..yg membahagiakan aku kembali setelah kekosongan my old bestfriend..bile aku nanges,die bangkitkan aku..bile aku happy die turut tersenyum.. aku mengharap erti persabatan kite akan kekal seperti mane yg kite pernah promised dulu.. ''EVEN KITE MASING2 GOT OUR OWN BF,U WILL STILL BE WITH ME N I AM STILL HERE FOR U TOO..'' tak akn ade sape2 pun yg akan pisahkan kite..

i tak akn lupe u faten coz u yg buat i mnjadi lebih kuat.n i tak tahu if u tak ade,i mybe akn kusut masai kowt..haha..dan if u xkacau2 or disturb me,my life would be so bored..and kite akan tetap menjadi kembar masing2 even bukan secara betul2.i don't care! i just want to be with u.. sayang u sangat2 faten.. <3